A Change In My Reality
In the past, I had been able to avoid or minimize the rabbit hole, but this time was different. And it was one of the nastiness rabbit holes I have ever been in.
Author: paint20me22art
Surviving and (Thriving) Through 11 Art Shows in 4 Months
In the past, I had been able to avoid or minimize the rabbit hole, but this time was different. And it was one of the nastiness rabbit holes I have ever been in.
Turning Pain Into Growth
In the past, I had been able to avoid or minimize the rabbit hole, but this time was different. And it was one of the nastiness rabbit holes I have ever been in.
The Rabbit Hole Paintings
In the past, I had been able to avoid or minimize the rabbit hole, but this time was different. And it was one of the nastiness rabbit holes I have ever been in.
Teal Frustration and Looking for Hope
A common refrain for me is self-doubt. I wish I could say I no longer allow it to navigate me to places I don’t want to be, but I cannot.
Escaping the Ghosts
Today, I couldn’t compartmentalize the stress and enjoy a moment with my canvas. The anxiety was at the forefront with every stroke of paint and scribble of my paint marker.
My Primary Concern
I’ve discovered on my path of self-exploration that the answers to the who, what and why’s about myself will change as I age and absorb new experiences.
The Light Will Emerge
Change is possible and you may never be able to predict what will spark that process of self-growth and understanding, and that’s okay.
Trapped in the Dark
I told myself it always ends like this when I don’t paint for an extended period of time, and that made me feel a bit better.
Loving Things I Don’t Like
I have learned that sometimes the things I strongly don’t like are things I am actually scared of.